First experience of prayer.

Prayer in Buddhism, the first chapter that I have learned to navigate and remember is Phra Ka Tha "Chin Na Bun Chorn".
The first chapter is a prayer that I have known.
I don't know "How is important?
I see my aunt this chapter prayer every time before going to bed.
I grew up with my aunt. (My parents never interested me) and my grandmother.
My grandmother is the leader of the family.
But my grandmother taught me to know how to pray.

I just to know when I grew up
This Chapter tell me to know
Prayer makes me calm and collected.
I do not understand that you've been.
"Why do I have good memories?".
And "Why do school better than my brothers?".
I just know that as a result of prayer.
This just started praying. (A chant without knowledge).
I saw my aunt's prayers, I follow my aunt.

I began to pray at the age 7-8 years old only prayer this chapter.
I do not pray regularly. Or just what are you doing every day.
Day when I wanted to do, I'll do.
Day, I do not want to do, I will not do
Buddhist chant became my life.
I am afraid to do sin.
I'm afraid of making mistakes.
But I do
I'm getting a lot of guilt and sin. During the period of not more than 10 years ago.
I was still a normal teenager who wants a world of my own.
The Buddhist doctrine says.
"If you pretend to know what things you did wrong but you need to get, the effect of those actions as heavy or heavier than the others."
And the teachings of Buddhism is ultimate truth. I have already met with my life.
Chant will gradually taught me to know that this is a good thing. This is a bad thing.
Everything will be gradually absorbed, everything takes time to teach.
I take the time to learn about nearly 10 years of prayer.
Finally, I abandoned the prayer when I was 18 years because it made me shy friends.
I let life follow the way it should be.
I do not merit, not prayer,.
I have a social, my friends and I'm happy.
But in the end everything is not true.
My happiness is not sustainable.

And I went back to study Buddhist prayer Sanit Na again a year ago, seriously.
But during the past 10 years, I pray, I merit but I don't serious or strict and did not study a lot.
But today I came back thinking of prayer that makes me the first chapter of "conscious" again.
Phra Ka Tha Chin Na Bun Chorn.

Chant with me "consciousness."
And "consciousness" gives me the "intelligence".
And "intelligence" made me "a solution of the problem."